What should i do, going to a boys home and i love him?

Well i would suggest that you ask your mother and father if you can go there to visit. Second I would suggest you try to put out of your mind that you love a boy that will never love you back. Third I would suggest you go to the ,gay,ed biual area of this sight and ask them. They will have a lot more experience in this problem then most people in this part of the site. But this is a common problem for a lot of young gay boys and girls, falling for a straight boy or girl in there cl or what ever. Good luck and try to have fun while at his house.